Thursday, May 31, 2007

Fight with time

I'm fighting with time and running after my dreams. My dreams - my goals - my aims - my aspirations - all these, tempt me, inspire me, upset me and give me courage too. I'm not sure if I'll win at the end but I'm fighting, struggling. I'm trapped in an unending spell of busy moments. I don't get a single relaxed moment at which I can say to myself "Ah! I did it.." But I wana say it. I wana do it.

I'll not give up!

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Sleepy Times

I just came into office around 20 minutes ago. I woke up like 2 hours ago and while coming back to office, I ate chicken burger with two friends of mine. Although I ate mine half as I wanted to eat something from office too, it was still a heavey deal. I came here, offered prayer and took rice in a plate and ate it. Now as I'm sitting in front of this laptop, I'm feeling so sleepy. Just imagine, I woke up 2 hours back and I wana sleep again at this time. What is it?

I think when you eat much, you become more sleepy. I should not eat much so that I can stay active. I have so many things to do. I want to make my dreams a reality and for that I have to put extra effort. Yes, I will try my best to follow this approach of not eating much. But then, why try? :) Yes, I will do it! I will not just try my best, I will rather do it! :)

I think I have to make a list of all those habits of mine which are obstacles of my success. I will then change them.

Friday, May 25, 2007

Light @ the end of tunnel

Atleast I do know some of the good hopeful phrases. :) I have some words in my little vocabulary that may change my mood at different times.

Now as I have decided to get out of this uncertain and failure situation, I really have to do a good brainstorming and jot down concerete actions that should be taken to improve situation and achieve my goals.

And yes, I think I can do it! :)

First of all I have to streamline a team with a vision. The team should have one vision and should have the spirit and passion to struggle and win. But how can I make this team? I already have lot of friends who offer some kind of moral support at the moment. They might perform too. But yes, I agree that they are not full time and they may have other priorities in their lives too.

So what's the solution?

I have to search for good partners of success.

Tough Times, Life Management

I don't know where to go. How and when will I get out of this rush? Its like I'm running after so much and like getting nothing. Sometimes, I feel my hands are empty. I feel like I've lost so much. Yes, so much..! academic achievements, professional successes, people - there is so much that I have lost till this time.

I remember I used to fight with someone (who was at a time so close to me) on this "luck" factor in our lives. I didn't use to believe that much in luck and used to emphasize on effort, struggle and other factors that make our destiny and not really the "luck". But it's like I have lost this argument and feel like a loser in this philosophy. I myself conclude many sad parts of my life as outcomes of "luck". It's like I'm losing a game that I used to be master of.

I want to do so much but can't find people who can really help me in materialising my ideas the way I want. Maybe I am myself not putting that effort which is required or maybe I am putting effort but in the wrong direction. But I need partners of success. I want to have strength of my team which sometimes I don't find. I do have a team though but it is not of that level and volume which can help me in achieving my life goals.

I want to get out of this now. I want to find solutions to my problems. I want to enjoy the feeling of success now. How can this all be done?

Just a little thought about problems

As I face problems in my life; life is so difficult and my nerves get tensed and there is so much stress around during problems. Today I learned a new thing that is actually not a new thing. :)

Problems do not remain problems forever. Its like there is a solution to every problem rite? :) And that's what I've learned now. During problem times, I should try to chill, relax and find solution rather than just thinking about the negative side of problem.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Happy Relationships

I am reading an interesting article emphasizing on the positive side of relationships. I have learned that it is not the relationships that make effect on us, it is how we take them. If we take them positively, we will enjoy relationships.

We should say ourselves positive things and acknowledge relationships when we wake up and enjoy the life as it is. :)

Let me quote a part of article:

To help yourself visualize the life you are creating, find pictures that reflect
your image and make you feel happy and joyous. Look at the pictures as much as
possible everyday, especially before going to sleep. Tape your pictures in a
notebook to carry with you for consistent viewing. Or post your pictures on a
board in your home where you can look at them throughout the day. Write words
that express happiness, gratefulness and joy on your board, along with your
name. Do this everyday.

The article also suggest that we shoud create our life instead of just living it.

You can completely transform any relationship, no matter what it's like right
now. Every single relationship you have is a reflection of how you feel inside
about you. You are a magnet attracting to you all things, via the signal you are
emitting through your thoughts and feelings. Every relationship you have and
every interaction with every person is a reflection of your own thoughts and
feelings in that very moment.
To transform every single relationship you ave
in your life:

Fall in love with YOU! (You must love yourself deeply).

Make lists of hundreds and hundreds of wonderful things about you. Keep adding to it every day.

Know that you are perfect. (Do not think any negative thoughts about you).

Know that you are worthy and deserving of anything and everything you could possibly want in your life.

Focus on the wonderful things in every person. Look for only those things.

Do not blame or criticize anybody, ever.

Set an intention that you are going to see the best in everything and everyone.

Make your happiness the number one thing in your life. (Happiness is an inside job.

Free yourself of the responsibility of trying to make other people happy. (Respect and love them enough to allow them to take care of their own happiness).

Get your attention off those things in others that don't make you feel good.

Appreciate and love yourself in every moment you can.

Do not expect others to behave in a way you want, so you will be happy.

Release yourself forevermore and know that you alone control your happiness and that it is a choice, no matter what anyone else is doing.

Love and respect yourself completely.

Know that you are PERFECT right now.

Stuff to share..

I have decided that I will also share my thoughts on different articles, stories and stuff that I read. Usually what happens is that when you read something in a go, most of the time you have something else in your mind too... So you can't really remember everything and the real part of article or any piece of writing gets lost somewhere.

It is a good idea to jot down important and useful points that you read on and off.


Isn't it?